♥ Monday, June 20, 2005 ♥
1st day of sch was abit Sianz.. haiz.. Juz go sch take Time-table and chat 4 awhile den was Dismissed be4 9.20am.. went to eat at Canteen.. coz my Teacher say cannot go out of de school.. Contuine to read MY BLOG.. there will be 3 BLOWS I haf been Suffing..
1st Blow: SC Problem..
Ever since de Sack List haf Cum out, mani pple Think tt I was de 1 whu do the SACK LIST!! I say 1 last TIME: This SACK LIST is not I do de & also got nthing to do WIF mi!! The Onli thing tt DO wif mi is got de LIST and CALL u ALL!! BUT do u think is EASY 4 mi? NO OKIE!! coz I'm calling my own BATCH kkz.. U dunnoe how HURTFUL am I ma.. of coz u all DUNNOE la.. coz U nv CALL IT URSELF K!! NOW no matter HOW I explain u all still DUN belief mi at all.. I amit tt I HATE some pple from de SACK LIST, BUT Wo shi Bing Zhe Liang Xin to do de REPORT.. SC IS SC.. PERSONAL is PERSONAL.. Heard frm pple say wad I been Bride from Tiffany & Alvin.. Please, U all noe mi for abt 1yr 6mth le.. I'm I this KIND of PERSON!! If u all think This WAY, I got nthing to say le.. Is anli Disapointed onli.. As for Relation PPLE, U all can Check ur ATTANDCE BOOK lor.. I did not Bluff or go & Edit lor.. u all can see de.. is Black & White de.. End here..
Mi: last 2days been crying again, haiz.. WORSE of all I did something tt is STUPID, SILLY, FOOLISH even my KOR KOR SOCLD mi haiz.. I REN for 2hours den my tears went dropping down my eyes.. haiz.. i always tell myself tt: Marval u Haf to be Strong, Dun cry 4 him le.. Coz he DUN noe how u FEEl at all!! I also wanna SAY Thanx to a FRIEND tt was there I need her when I need some1 there for mi.. When Finally I could not Take it ANYMORE.. At de Bottom, is all I want the both of them to noe & some of My FRIENDS!!
2nd Blow: Love Problem..
To my Ger Friend: Thanx for Being truth to be.. Lucky U r not de 1 tt told mi abt it.. As I told u Be4.. If 1 day, 2 friend happen to fall In with de same guy, I willing to GIF up.. How HURTFUL it is, I will always put Friendship in de 1st Place.. So u dun haf to be scared of wad.. coz we still FRIENDS!! And before I end, I wanna to say this: He rlly Like u alot.. coz he is veri concern abt u kkz.. dun haf to worry abt other pple at all , MOST Important is juz FOLLOW ur heart.. I also say before, I love a PERSON, dun wish to get any LOVE back from him.. He Happi can le.. tts all I ask BACK..
To My Guy Friend: I rlly HATE u ALOT!! not becoz U dun LOVE mi, IS u haf HURT mi DIRECTLY!! sometimes THINGS dun haf to be soo DETAILED de kkz.. u dun haf to LIE to mi 1 de lor.. coz I noe le.. somethings dun haf to show out DOES not MEAN tt I dunnoe at all KKZ!! wad HURT mi is u cum & tell mi & not OTHER pple.. U dunnoe HOW HURT it can be MA? I dun WISH to noe anything de LOR.. coz I dun wanna to NOE it at ALL from de STARTING at ALL..
3rd Blow:
And Please I dun think U onli noe mi lor, there is mani pple u noe.. U can ask them 4 T_ _ _ _ - _ _ _ _ _... If u think Like tt is juz normal friend ASKING, I dun think soo k.. 1 Day u try la.. LET mi tell u THIS I dunnoe anything, DUN ASK MI 4 ADVICE le.. My onli ADVANCE is Communicate.. If u got PROBLEM nx time, PLEASE look 4 other pple.. coz every SINGLE thing ABT de BOTH of u dun WISH to noe.. THANX!!
To My FRIENDS: Lucky U all did not tell mi anything, ONCE u all noe de NEWS!! coz if u EVER tell mi abt it, I WILL HATE u all!! coz it is HURTFUL + I dun wish to noe abt it!! There is something I wanna ask for a Favor, tt is : DUN EVER ASK MI HOW I FEEL K!! coz I juz dun wanna to think abt it..
Mi: All I wan to do now is, Consentrate on My STUIDES + SC.. other things I dun wanna to care le.. Juz wanna this Yr to end FASTER and go POLY.. tts wad I wish for my LAST SEM.. coz in this SCHOOL, too mani sad things happen le.. dun wish to LOOK back at all, coz No1 will care abt u.. saw a Show called "Zhen Qing" saw a SENTANCE: "If Love a person soo HURTFUL, den I rather choose not to FALL in EVER AGAIN.." Maybe I will be like tt ba..
Today NICK of de DAY --->
(L) Ang3l[~~ LOVE SUX!! {mY h3art Ha$
g0t @n0th3r + aNotHeR w0unD} ~~] (L)
The End..
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